“Projection means the expulsion of a
subjective content into an object; it is the opposite of introjection...it is a process of dissimilation,
by which a subjective content becomes alienated from the subject and is....embodied in the object. The subject gets rid of painful,
incompatible contents by projecting them.”(1)
Isn't this the entire issue behind all
conflict in the world? It's always the 'other' that is at fault. And behind
this the inability to integrate one's own dark side. I don't take the position
that 'politicians' are driving this - they are simply giving the people what
they want: absolution from responsibility. Which of course plays into the
power-seeking hands of those who seek dominion over others to avoid taking
responsibility for themselves. Perfect dance partners. I'd like to believe I am
living in a time where consciousness is evolving - but on a world scale I don't
see much evidence of that. If anyone can point me to some …
This is the third and final assessment task for study period 1 of the illustration course I am currently undertaking. It feels good to have got this far and I am going to try and finish it - unlike the graphic design course. I have 1 year to go.
I could have polished this more but it was due last week and I had an extension. This was my favourite assessment - probably because I am much better at drawing figures than designing military helmets (yuk).
This design is based on a traditional diver's helmet. Doesn't really fit the 'gamer' profile but I find it anathema to try and do that style of work. I think of it as post-modern Rococo - art based on art and ridiculously fussy.
I should be able to pass the assessment with this offering, once I have done a back view and applied some colour.
This is the work of Gunduz Aghayev. Interesting when you situate it alongside the illustration I did for the ANZAC exhibition 2 years ago. Gunduz's rendition is quite a bit more acerbic though.
I am champing at the bit to start doing this sort of work because I think images still have the power to move people - especially illustrations. There is something poetically synergistic when you combine the visual with sardonic satire.
Completing the illustration diploma is the first part of my evil plan. Stay tuned as I move further into this new territory.
Still working on this. (I thought digital painting was supposed to be quicker then traditional *sigh*)
Anyway, getting happier with it. This is one of the assessments so I need to put some care into it.
This is the updated version of the scene paintover. The illustration course is challenging and difficult at times but I'm learning a lot. I can't articulate just how right digital drawing is for me.
It is ironic that at this stage of my life, I am forcing myself to engage with the physical world in ways I have been avoiding most of my life. The world is still an illusion to me, but the process of looking harder at it and examining how light works is strangely liberating. Maybe because I still get to create my own reality. Or maybe because I am engaging with the light.
They say it's an ill-wind that blows nobody any good - there are always positives to come from what at the time seems like a bit of a disaster. For the past 2 years I have been studying for a graphic design qualification to keep my job at TAFE. Losing that job meant I no longer needed to continue with that particular course. I have learnt enough to do small design jobs anyway. I felt sad about chucking it in but also liberated - because it meant I was free to do what I wanted (as long as I can keep enough work to pay the bills).
So I have switched to another course in concept development and illustration which trains people for jobs in the 3D gaming and film industries. I have no ambition to work in those areas but the course encourages me to indulge my love of illustration and at this late stage in my life - I am honing my digital drawing skills and getting great tuition.
The image above is called a 'paintover' - it's the sort of work illustrators do in the industry.…
I have been very quiet on the blogosphere for a long time for a couple of reasons. Life has generally been a bit tumultuous but I was also thinking 'Why bother? Nobody follows my blog anyway'.
The other reason is I have been going through some personal changes - my job for one, but also my art practice - where do I fit now that I have moved over to the dark side? I had an epiphany recently and have updated the intro blurb on my website to share it.
Lately I have been developing my digital illustration skills as a medium for social commentary. I love satire and have an offbeat sense of humour (just ask my friends). My theory is that 'cartoon' and illustration is one of the best ways to share my thoughts about the state of humanity.
I feel like this is the beginning of an exciting new era in my evolution as an artist.
It's a cliche because it's true - the only certainty, is that nothing is certain. Life has taken an expected but nevertheless challenging turn. Rather than let others decide my fate I've made the decision myself. In a few weeks I will be cranking up my graphic design business - Dr Grafix. Graphic design is different to visual art but it isn't a completely new field - it's more of a parallel lane than a completely new highway.
But first I need to nurture my creative soul after what has been a very difficult 3 years in my 10+ year career as a TAFE lecturer. There are some difficult emotions to work through and I am feeling battered but I don't think it will take long to rid myself of the feeling of oppression I have been living under - I feel lighter already. I may even start to blog regularly again. Unfortunately when you work for the government it is necessary to self-censor.
I will keep studying for my Diploma of Graphic Design. I am doing quite well. I won a…
Thank God it's the Year of the Monkey - I think that's good anyway. The Year of the Sheep was really hard - for a lot of people it seems. 2015 didn't go quietly though - last week I finally succumbed to the enormous stress I have been under for months, possibly years, and developed a stomach ulcer. It's been the worst summer surfing since I started 'cutting sick' (that's a joke) 14 years ago. The surf was shit so it probably didn't matter that I injured my back last week as well. I've been impatiently waiting for my fortunes to turn and today they have. For now at least.
Last Monday I was notified by the design school I am studying with that I won a competition. We were asked to submit 5 works and I sent in my hand/digital illustrations. The best 3 were chosen by industry mentors (I think) and then whoever got the most 'Likes' won the headphones. I assumed the field must have been small but apparently not. Turns out this old girl swept the …
2016 - another year. They roll around so quickly now. 2015 was a mixed bag - lots of triumphs and some tragedies. It's been a long and exhausting year - lots of work, too many changes and little security. I am glad to see the back of it and I get the impression many others are too. Maybe we are all picking up on the same restless zeitgeist.
I'm at a bit of a cross-roads - between many things, in limbo. I want to take a step forward but I don't have too many options - well none that are practical anyway. It's been a struggle to keep my job and part of me wonders how much longer I should keep trying. My graphic design course has yielded some great results, but I regularly ask myself whether it is worth persevering. Moving into commercialism seems about 20 years too late.
Another year and another business name - I think that's the fourth in as many years. Art_Geek wasn't doing it for me, so I've registered Qwerk Designs - because I'm quirky, the letters …