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The 'Good' Fight

I'm really critical of contemporary culture because so much of it is frivolous and shallow. But like everyone else I am full of contradictions and one of them is that I watch some crap on TV. I don't consider The Good Fight to be crap. My friends might disagree. I absolutely love it. What's not to love about sassy strong Democrats who believe in an equitable society - even if they are rich lawyers? 

The current season is set in 2022 and the firm's office overlooks daily protests by Trump supporters and extreme right-wing neo-Nazis. There is chaos in the streets. The sound track is full of fast American talking, gun fire, explosions and police sirens. It's nuts. To a non-American who knows little about the USA it paints a picture of a country in real turmoil. I suspect it is showing us the truth.

And this is a real bonus - the opening sound track. I usually skip the intro to shows but I turn the volume up and close my eyes for this one. It transports me. The visuals are quite spectacular too.

I feel very emotional listening to this but today it made me cry. The beauty of the world often reduces me to tears but today I cried for the loss of it - a cruel but common realisation these days, in the midst of intense enjoyment, that this is what we will lose. All of the amazing things that humans can do, and have done. When the human race finally succumbs to its self-destruction, it will all be gone. 

So much brilliance, so much beauty - gone.

Strange time

Cover image for an exhibition flyer I designed for an artist friend. 

Every time I think about doing a post I'm overwhelmed. So much to say but nothing really useful or positive to offset the cacophony of global misery. The Year of the Tiger continues to thwart - so much so I have written the year off. Every time I tried to make plans they didn't work out. 

Watching the news hasn't helped - so much uncertainty and conflict in the world.  I'm seriously considering imposing a media ban on myself.

My time in the art therapy course I started in second semester lasted a few short weeks. I quit before the census date so I wouldn't incur any costs. If I was 20 years younger and believed I had a future, it might have been different, but having to learn about the sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous systems was very unappealing. Add to that the frustration of having to work online on a presentation project with 20-something year olds who wouldn't respond to any of my emails or messages.... 'nup' I said to myself.... I'm too old for this shit.

Since leaving my job a year ago I have been drifting.  It's not like me to be in this space of not knowing what to do next. I have been up several blind alleys - so I've decided to give up until the new year. The Chinese astrologers say the year of the Rabbit is looking much better for me (the Rat) and in the absence of anything better, I'll take it:

I'm still managing the Facebook group for an environmental organisation but internal politics have caused me a lot of mental stress so I signalled more than 2 months ago they would have to find someone else to do the job. But of course there is nobody to replace me so I am still doing it - for now. Turns out I am really good at it. I got amazing feedback from some veteran campaigners that I had made inroads into the issue where others hadn't been able to for decades, even professionals who had been paid very well. By accident I seem to have acquired the perfect skill set, a result of decades practising as an amateur psychologist, a fascination for what motivates people, graphic design skills, an ability to simplify complex ideas, to write clearly and succinctly enough to communicate them effectively, years working in education and of course a life time studying visual messaging - how to communicate ideas quickly through images and understand how people interpret them. 

Turns out these skills are sought after. If you look for jobs in 'marketing and communications' you'll find heaps. So I had a second attempt at enrolling in the online Certificate IV in Marketing and Communications. I tried earlier this year but missed out - the course is very competitive - but this time I was offered a place within days so I grabbed it. It doesn't start until 2023 but that's fine because it might fit in better with the astrology.

Anyone who knows me might be surprised at this choice of potential career. My mother reminded me that I am not into capitalism and commercialism, however marketing and comms. is also relevant for not-for-profit organisations - the 'product' and motivation might be completely different but the basic principles are the same. If I am interested enough to complete the course it is something I might be able to do into old age. I could work online from anywhere in the world and age doesn't have to be a barrier. Anyway, I'll see if I can cope because I'm sure I will have to deal with a whole lot of commercial marketing bullshit.

Apart from that I have had an intermittent but steady stream of small graphic design jobs - nowhere near enough to replace what I was paid by the prison but still welcome. I have now spent the proceeds from the sale of the best car I have ever owned and my partner is paying most of the bills. I'm very lucky to have that option but I am too young to retire, and too old to do the things I once turned to as a way to make a living. Stuck somewhere between thinking I might still be useful to society, yet also wondering whether there is any point trying - it is a very strange time.

One of my favourite trees

This is one of my favourite trees - kaan-ya or Nuytsia floribunda (WA Christmas Tree.) This species is sacred to the local Noongar people:

‘When I die I shall go through the sea to Kurannup where all my moorurtung (relations) will be waiting on the shore for me, waiting with meat and drink for me…Kurannup is the home of my dead people and I must go to them, and my kaan-ya must be free to rest on the kaan-ya tree (Nuytsia floribunda) before it journeys through the sea. Since Nyitting (cold) times (long time ago) all Bibbulmun kaan-ya have rested on this tree on their way to Kurannup; and I have never broken a branch or flower, or sat under the shade of the tree because it is the kaan-ya tree only winnaitch (forbidden, sacred).’ (Noongar informant Joobaitch, see Bates in Bridge 1992: 14).

According to Daisy Bates:

‘No living Bibbulmun ever sheltered or rested beneath the shade of the tree of souls; no flower or bud or leaf of the tree was ever touched by child or adult; no game that took shelter beneath it was ever disturbed.’ (Bates 1938 in Bridge 1992: 153)

Nuytsia floribunda – Photo by Ken Macintyre.

There are conflicting views about the relationship Noongar people had with this tree and whether they made use of it, but from what I have heard, the spirits of the dead rested in its branches before moving on. If this is the case this tree would be considered sacred - and I tend to think Aboriginal people wouldn't have interfered with it.

You can find out more about it from this article: Traditional significance of Nuytsia floribunda

 

Doctor in the house: overcoming family histories

One of our family stories involves my mother who was studying to be a doctor in Holland in the 1950s. The school was expensive and it was decided to withdraw her - apparently she wasn’t applying herself and my grandmother needed help with the other kids (possibly my twin aunties). 

The same story was repeated later when my mother was training to become a nurse in Western Australia and was called home to Mt Barker because her mother was having a ‘change of life’ baby. The pregnancy was difficult and my grandmother was not well. My mother was smart, and has had a good life but I wonder how different her life would have been if her family life had been different.

My own history is full of stories like this, of plans interrupted, many blind alleys – courses and qualifications I started but never finished. I bombed out of my Diploma of Visual Art in the early 1980s and had to settle for a Certificate of Visual Arts instead. There was a rather large monkey on my back when I signed up for a Bachelor of Visual Arts almost 20 years later.

I must have grown up, because even after all of my false starts I was the first in my family to gain a university degree. I went on to do Honours, then a Doctor of Creative Arts (art/philosophy), basically a PhD. It’s not quite the highest level of education you can get, but it will certainly do me. It took me 8 years and it was bloody hard work.

I’m sure other families have similar stories.

PHOTO ∆ From left: my mother, twin aunties, my aunty (1 year older than me), me and my brother (1 year younger).

Red Squirrel

 

This is the amazing work of Geert Weggen, a Dutch/Swedish internationally award winning photographer who specialises in photographing red squirrels. 

I saw these photos on Facebook and they delighted me so much, I saved them to share on my blog. Just so beautiful. 

Geert's works have been shared worldwide in various publications.  He has also published several books, puzzles, calendars and postcards, and been involved in a Disney movie and product launches for companies.

Who knew squirrels were so 'human'?

It's for you - Pat Metheny

As a kid I hated jazz. It seemed so random and disorganised. As a much older person I discovered that the music I loved and listened to at the age of 15, was actually jazz! I'll share some of the music of Steely Dan later.

'Drifting' as I am (see previous post) means I get bored, and when I get bored I turn to the things I do when I have some space in my head - like making art (in this case a digital triptych). When I'm drawing on the computer I usually listen to ABC Country or Jazz. 

Today it was jazz and I heard this piece by Pat Metheny.

Drifting on a burning planet

The year of the Tiger is always a challenge for me and this one is proving to be no exception. Twelve years ago in the last Tiger year my father died unexpectedly. He had advanced Parkinson's disease so it was a blessing really. I suspect he starved himself to death after breaking a hip in the nursing home he lived in. He was like that - obsessive. My brother blamed the nurses for not feeding him, but my intuition told me otherwise. I never doubted he could do it. 

This is the last photo I have of my father, taken in 2008. I am ashamed to say I didn't visit him after this until I saw him in a coffin at his funeral in September 2010. He was 77. We had a difficult relationship but that's no excuse. Days, then weeks, months and years passed and I didn't notice. It was hard to visit him 400km away in the city. I hate the city and I never go there. I'm traumatised by the traffic, the people, the smell of toxic car fumes, the noise.....but it's still no excuse. I live with regret that I didn't take more care of my relationship with him towards the end of his life.

2011, the year of the Rabbit/Cat, was even worse than 2010. I'm hoping 2023 will break the trend.  2011 was the year I fell into a deep black hole - an undiagnosed bout of depression that took me most of the year to climb out of. I think it was triggered by my father's death the previous year - there were so many unresolved issues. The problem with people dying is that you lose the opportunity to sort things out with them, although to be fair I had tried. My father couldn't face his own issues so making him accountable for his behaviour was bound to fail. I have forgiven him though. He had some serious demons - I think as a result of the way he was treated as a child. I can't be sure but I think his mother had her own demons, acquired in her childhood at the hands of a controlling abusive older brother who resented having to care for his younger siblings after his parents died. This shit just gets handed down the line. I've experienced and seen a lot of intergenerational trauma. My response was not to have children. Apart from the fact that I would have made a terrible parent - I just know I would have handed the genes and the trauma onto the next generation. People used to tell me I was selfish for not having kids. They had no idea.

So why am I going over old ground and taking stock? After being without paid employment for 12 months since giving up my prison teaching job I'm still trying to figure out what's next. Part of that process requires me to understand my own evolution and the cycles in my life. I feel as though I am drifting aimlessly. Some would say that's OK but I feel I still have something to give to the world. I'm just not sure what it is. I have been unable to resolve or tolerate the toxic ego-personality issues in the environmental organisation I was donating my time and skills to so I have withdrawn most of my efforts. I'm feeling good about that but it has left me feeling disillusioned and bored. I wasn't able to enrol in any of the Marketing and Communications courses I wanted to do, and I can't try again until next year. Part of me thinks that might be a good thing - maybe I'm not meant to be doing that.

I have to ask myself whether my personal struggles are inextricably linked with the state of the world. How can anyone make long term plans? The planet is in free-fall and global weather extremes are kicking in far sooner than was predicted. This is a really serious situation and I just can't understand why so many people seem to be ignoring it. Well I can - it's denial. The truth is just too hard to face. 

In a Guardian article recently emeritus professor of geophysical and climate hazards at Univers, Bill McGuire, said this:

'....there is now no chance of us avoiding a perilous, all-pervasive climate breakdown. We have passed the point of no return.....'

I know a lot of people working in climate science who say one thing in public but a very different thing in private. In confidence, they are all much more scared about the future we face, but they won’t admit that in public. I call this climate appeasement and I believe it only makes things worse. The world needs to know how bad things are going to get before we can hope to start to tackle the crisis.”'

The article went on to say that to limit the rise in global temperature to 1.5C,  we need to reduce carbon emissions 45% by 2030.

“Instead, we are on course for close to a 14% rise in emissions by that date – which will almost certainly see us shatter the 1.5C guardrail in less than a decade.”

I just can't understand why people want to bring children onto a dying planet to face a living hell. The argument about biological imperatives and the drive to replicate your genes just doesn't stack up any more. Surely the survival instinct, which is blamed for our desire to procreate, is telling us it's time to stop being selfish, and stop having kids. 

Image 1: Photoshopped by author.

Image 2: John, my father.

Article reference: ‘Soon it will be unrecognisable’: total climate meltdown cannot be stopped, says expert, Robin McKie, 31 July 2022, The Guardian.

Stars, gall stones and study

First up, a bit of self promotion. This is one of 5 digital drawings I created at the end of last year for choreographer Annette Carmichael’s current project ‘The Stars Descend’. It 'unfolds over five locations'. ​'Each chapter takes place in a regional location that is situated along the Gondwana Link, a natural corridor of land that runs from Margaret River to Kalgoorlie'. 

This was an exciting collaboration and for me, a new way of working syncretically with Annette and the dancers as they explored the narrative through choreography. Expressing the essence of something as a symbolic narrative is right up my alley and apparently the first nations people involved in the project absolutely 'got' it. I'm glad because that's what I always aim for - a universal language of images. I had to stay in a kind of 'creative chaotic state' most of the time.  I've never worked with a choreographer and it was brilliant, but I think that had a lot to do with our way of seeing the world rather than our respective art forms. 

Below is another of the 5 images. Head over to Annette's website to see the other 3 designs and learn more about the project. 

Following on from my previous post: I decided that another degree was too onerous at this stage, so I've applied to enrol in the Certificate IV in Marketing and Communications. It is a 6 month online TAFE course and if I love it I can think about doing the Diploma. It is a lot cheaper than the degree and I can pay as I go through the 12 units. If I really love it, and the world hasn't fallen apart by then, I can think about doing the Diploma, or the degree again. Now I'm restless because I want to get started and I am being forced to wait for people to get back to me. Life has been a lot like that lately - things seem to be on hold a lot of the time.

The 'lump' thing wasn't what I thought it was. I wasn't listening properly on my previous visit to the doctor because apparently they aren't worried about the lumps (there are a couple) because they are just fatty tissue. What they did want me to follow up on was another ultrasound for the gall stones they found. I can't really see the point of that. If/when they cause me distress I will go and see them about it. Until then, with no pain and no real symptoms apart from the occasional acid reflux - I'm OK. I have a really good diet, I'm very active about probiotics and I don't drink alcohol, or eat processed foods or much meat. 

These days it feels best to focus on my own small world, and say little about the rest of it. 

WARNING: Grumpy post (with some good stuff)

 

My article The Beauty of Terror, was published on the 23 June in Psychological Perspectives, Volume 64 Issue 4, by Taylor & Francis for the CG Jung Institute of Los Angeles.

Finally!! 6 months late.

The journal is usually published quarterly so it should have been available last year. Sadly one of the main copy-editors passed away in 2020 and the publisher had to find a replacement. Apparently COVID caused huge disruptions - they had problems sourcing paper and their decision to outsource some of their processes to India proved problematic.  I’ve never been a fan of the global economy.

But it’s done and I still haven’t downloaded a copy. I know I should be more engaged – more curious – but there’s been other stuff to contend with so it has slipped off the radar.

Chronic sinus issues with accompanying headaches continue to plague me. I’m fed up asking doctors to help when they don’t listen to my reasons for seeing them. When you reach a certain age, they start doing all sorts of tests – like on my heart which is always fine. Then they tell me yet again I have an underactive thyroid but that it’s within ‘normal’ range and that I should lose weight. I’ve sacked that doctor but I’m running out of options. Doctor shopping is tricky in a small town.

To add insult to injury I have to pay for the indignity. The health system in Australia is broken and the government rebate hasn’t kept up, so doctors charge extra and you pay the difference unless you have private health cover – and who can afford that? 

The other annoying thing is the medical profession are brilliant at finding lumps – mostly benign – that you would probably happily live with until you popped your clogs. Once found these lumps can never be unfound. You have stepped onto a medical ghost train from which you may never get off alive. I know the medical profession have a duty of care and that they do excellent work. But maybe one of the reasons the health system is broken is because it is clogged up with people who don’t need some of the ‘care’ they seem to be forcing on them. Anyway, next week I have to spend good money to see a doctor who will refer me for a follow-up scan which I will probably also have to pay for. Australia is fast becoming like the US – where a lot of people just afford health care. 

Apart from all of that – I’ve been busy doing my environmental work, mostly for free. Unfortunately I have been harshly reminded of the reason I never volunteer for committees. The politics in one organisation has become so toxic I have backed right off, and I’ve resigned from the other because they have the same convener and buddy system. One of my mates diagnosed ‘Founder’s Syndrome’* which in a nutshell is: ‘where one or more founders maintain disproportionate power and influence following the effective initial establishment of the organization’. I think she was spot on. She also said there was a movement called ‘Kill the Founder’** and I completely relate (metaphorically of course). The frustrating thing is that the conflict is underpinned by gender inequity – old white blokes running the joint, failing to acknowledge the skills, knowledge and contribution of others, being divisive and basking in the glory of other peoples’ efforts and ideas. Of course you can’t say this out loud because the issue is only just starting to be recognised in our social structures and you sound like a hysterical feminist if you try to hold people to account.

I said there was some good stuff and here it is – maybe. Having worked in education for 16 years, then done a hell of a lot of graphic design and what amounts to ‘content creation’ for the website and Facebook group I manage for one of the NGOs, I have stumbled across a potential job. When I first left high school I wanted to go into journalism but I’d never read a newspaper article so when I was asked to write an editorial piece about water in Western Australia, I wrote a well researched school project! I had no idea. I think there was a water shortage at the time so it must have been a hot topic. Of course I failed the first test and didn’t even get an interview. But I’ve always loved writing and research which is probably why I was able to write a 40,000 word thesis. Lately I have realised these are very useful interests if you want to be a content creator, which is basically what I have been doing for digital media for more than a year.

I tried to find an online Certificate IV in Communications TAFE course but it costs several thousand dollars and there is no government assistance. Ironically, if I am approved, I can sign up for a $38,000 degree subsidised by the government. At my age the prospect of undertaking another degree is daunting but the more I think about it, the more attractive it  is looking. Given the state of the world it seems like a ludicrous idea, but if you take that line of thinking – and the end of the world is imminent – does it really matter? You may as well be doing something you like. If I get through 3 years of study and the world is still functioning, I might even be able to earn an income again - this time as a content creator***. It is a field that doesn’t discriminate. When you work online you can be any age and anywhere in the world. Apparently there is fierce competition for freelance writers and the industry is growing at an unprecedented speed. Demand is high and forecast to increase – that’s if AI doesn’t make us all redundant first.

I'm being uncharacteristically cautious about enrolling though. When I face upheaval or change in my life my default position is to take on more study. I was initially going to enrol for the July intake, but have decided to think about it a bit longer.

In the meantime I feel rudderless. The environmental work has kept me very busy since resigning from my teaching job about this time last year. Now that the honeymoon is over I'm not sure what to do next. Several of my friends are feeling the same so maybe it is just a symptom of the times we live in. 

*’Founder's syndrome (also founderitis) is the difficulty faced by organizations, and in particular young companies such as start-ups, where one or more founders maintain disproportionate power and influence following the effective initial establishment of the organization, leading to a wide range of problems. [Wikipedia]

** I couldn’t find any references for this.

Photo credit: The Age, Exterior of the ghost train at Luna Park, St Kilda. 

‘The man doing a PhD on ghost trains’, https://www.theage.com.au/national/victoria/the-man-doing-a-phd-on-ghost-trains-20160829-gr3ulx.html

*** A content creator is someone who creates entertaining or educational material for media – mostly digital these days. I won’t be trying to make videos, but I like writing.

'Be still and listen'

Miriam-Rose Ungunmerr-Baumann

Aboriginal activist, educator, artist and 2021 Senior Australian of the year

This came through on my Facebook timeline. I thought it was worth sharing. It resonates with me. The pace and noise of modern life disturbs me. I love open spaces, the sea, nature and it's creatures - time away from other humans. Most people exhaust me. But I have sat alongside Aboriginal people in silence and it feels absolutely right. I can sit in silence - but I can't do this with my own tribe. Our First Nations people have a lot to teach us, and most people are not listening. 

"My people are not threatened by silence. They are completely at home in it. They have lived for thousands of years with Nature’s quietness. My people today recognise and experience in this quietness the great Life-Giving Spirit, the Father of us all. It is easy for me to experience God’s presence.

When I am out hunting, when I am in the bush, among the trees, on a hill or by a billabong; these are the times when I can simply be in God’s presence. My people have been so aware of Nature. It is natural that we will feel close to the Creator. Our Aboriginal culture has taught us to be still and to wait. We do not try to hurry things up. We let them follow their natural course – like the seasons. We watch the moon in each of its phases. We wait for the rain to fill our rivers and water the thirsty earth…

When twilight comes, we prepare for the night. At dawn we rise with the sun.

We watch the bush foods and wait for them to ripen before we gather them. We wait for our young people as they grow, stage by stage, through their initiation ceremonies. When a relation dies, we wait a long time with the sorrow. We own our grief and allow it to heal slowly.

We wait for the right time for our ceremonies and our meetings. The right people must be present. Everything must be done in the proper way. Careful preparations must be made. We don’t mind waiting, because we want things to be done with care.

We don’t like to hurry. There is nothing more important than what we are attending to. There is nothing more urgent that we must hurry away for.

We wait on God, too. His time is the right time. We wait for him to make his word clear to us. We don’t worry. We know that in time and in the spirit of dadirri (that deep listening and quiet stillness) his way will be clear.

We are river people. We cannot hurry the river. We have to move with its current and understand its ways.

We hope that the people of Australia will wait. Not so much waiting for us – to catch up – but waiting with us, as we find our pace in this world.

If you stay closely united, you are like a tree, standing in the middle of a bushfire sweeping through the timber. The leaves are scorched and the tough bark is scarred and burnt; but inside the tree the sap is still flowing, and under the ground the roots are still strong. Like that tree, you have endured the flames, and you still have the power to be reborn.

Our culture is different. We are asking our fellow Australians to take time to know us; to be still and to listen to us."

Hope & humanity

The task of blogging these days is onerous. The longer I leave it, the more onerous it becomes. But the change of government in Australia last weekend encouraged me to write today because hope has returned.

The king is dead. Long live the king. After 9 years of a mean-spirited right-wing neo-liberal government fronted by the most un-Christian Christian leader I have ever seen in this country, we have a new government. I have wondered whether the lightness I feel, and think I see when I go into town or watch the ABC, is just me, or if there truly is a sense of hope in this country.

For me that isn't just about the removal of the LNP with its punitive 'let the market decide' politics that punish the poor and reward the rich. I am genuinely relieved to rediscover that my fellow Australians are decent people. Having to live with the fact that the 'majority' voted for the LNP in the last 3 elections was unbearable. I had lost faith in my country. The impact of living under an awful government was exacerbated by the split caused by clashing ideologies about COVID and subsequent mandates. The last government fuelled that division because it ruled on a principle of divide and conquer. Morrison was Australia's Trump - not quite as crazy, but just as divisive and nasty - a shallow, sociopathic, lying, populist media-whore who would do and say anything to get and retain power.

I'm not naive. The new Labor government won't be able to fix much. They have inherited massive national debt and entrenched structural problems. Health, aged care and education are on the verge of collapse. The housing crisis is only worsening. World events are having a serious impact on a bubble-living and loving lucky country.

BUT THERE IS HOPE. 

And that is probably more to do with the way Aussies treat each other than about money. 

It is also about the new government's acceptance of climate change. Again, they won't be able to fix it - but at least they acknowledge the problem. Having a government that refuses to acknowledge there is a crisis is alienating. For the last 20+ years of the climate wars in Australia those of us who accepted the crisis from the beginning have been living in an alternative nightmarish reality.

There is no doubt in my mind that humanity is still hurtling towards the existential cliff, but perhaps the journey to the edge will be bearable if we are kind to each other. Governments still have a huge role to play. And - if our ability to cooperate overrides our base survival instincts to tear each other apart - there is hope that together we can still do something about this crisis. 

Life goes on

I've been really busy doing many voluntary hours as an eco-activist. My previous boss at the prison rang me the first day of term to tell me I was very welcome to come back any time. They haven't been able to find someone else to do my old job, even with so many artists needing well paid work (especially as the federal government was happy to let the arts industry drown during the pandemic). But I just can't go back. As I was trying to work out where my next income stream might come from things started moving in the right direction.

The environmental group I've been doing all the hours for (FaBWA) has finally officially acknowledged my huge contribution and decided to pay me for the next 3 months (until the money runs out) with some funds left over from another project. I'll end up doing 3 times the hours they are paying me for but I am stoked because there is a real recognition that I have kept things going whilst the remaining working committee took a very long break. The Facebook group is going well and one of the posts I did on the Tingles was seen by more than 20 000 people and had lots of 'shares'. It's hard to crack Facebook's logarithms so I was really happy about that one. 

I've spent many hours on FaBWA's website as well and I am pretty happy with it, especially this page below.

The outcome of the 'Save the Tingles' campaign is a bit of a fizzog in some ways. The government has agreed not to burn this season but that's not because of our objections, more likely because they ran out of time. This long-unburnt block hadn't dried out enough for them to go in and nuke 600 year old trees with fire incendiaries and thankfully the autumn cold fronts have started trickling through. So they aren't the good guys. We got good ABC TV and radio coverage. The government will be in no doubt we are serious about this if they decide to fire up in spring.

I've also picked up a job designing a logo for someone's farm machinery invention and, out of the blue, the Nedlands Tree Canopy Advocates (a city 'tree-hugging' group) asked me to send an invoice for designing their logo, which I did for free many months ago. (See logo below). Again it will be a token payment because it took me hours and I also designed a flyer for them, but I wanted to support what they are doing - protecting old trees and planting new ones in the city. They are really making headway and have been able to influence council policy. As the earth heats up city trees will be the difference between a living hell and a slightly more comfortable living hell. 

I've also taken on a new battle and it is possibly even more daunting than the government's destructive prescribed burning practices. There are mining exploration applications all over the south-west of WA. I was dreading this. With the push for 'green energy' the world is ravenous for rare earth metals and right on cue, mining exploration applications have gone nuts. The Denmark Environment Centre, of which I am now also a committee member, has taken on the battle and I am helping out with maps and flyers. 

When I'm not on the computer I try to get out on my e-bike, garden and go surfing - just to stay sane. I'm still waiting for my article to be published in C.G. Jung Institute's issue 64-4 of the 'Psychological Perspectives' journal and they have asked me for more. The publisher is Taylor and Francis who I think have a pretty distinguished record in the industry but once again I'm doing all this work for free, and there's only so much you can do for 'exposure'. Artists get asked all the time to do things for the exposure, but you can't live on that and it hardly ever translates into future PAID work.

Part of me thinks everything I am doing is pointless trying to 'save the planet' because I really do believe it is too late to turn climate collapse around. I still can't think of anything better to spend most of my time on. And I keep remembering that standing up for the natural world is a hill worth dying on. We are fighting for little guys like this adorable wombat baby.

Wombat photo courtesy of the Wombat Protection Society Australia.

Emperor Scomo

 It's raining and I couldn't be happier. It's been a long hot summer. Tomatoes have cooked on the vine and I've been watering by hand for 4 months with only occasional breaks when it rained. I've used half of our 92,000 litre tank water keeping the bush near our dwelling alive. I think the fauna have been grateful. We have many birds, insects, lizards, frogs and a few semi-resident kangaroos. I couldn't let them down.

I'm stuck inside for the day so I've done some art therapy. This is our illustrious prime minister (Photoshopped of course). I can't wait for the election in 6 weeks. If he wins again I don't know how I'll cope.

Morrison's totally inept government has been in Canberra for 9 years and they didn't deserve a second of it. They snuck back in because the opposition had a brilliant, big, necessary but scary reform agenda. Good ol' tax-averse Aussie self interest won the day again. The LNP's neo-liberalist ideology has run the country into the ground. It's been the most divisive government Australia has ever had. 

House prices are through the roof, household debt is alarming and unsustainable, homelessness is at epidemic levels. Way too many people can't afford decent healthcare, visits to the dentist, good food or rent. The LNP have ripped money out of every social service they could, propped up their rich mates and given billions in tax payer's money to fossil fuel industries. During COVID they overpaid big business billions and watched the arts industry drown. It's not in their interests to support creativity and critical thinking. After nearly a decade of this right-wing government Australia is a nastier, dumber, poorer place. 

And I haven't even mentioned their inaction on climate-change. A leading scientist recently said that if you were going to choose the worst continent to live on in this era of global climate collapse, it would be Australia. But our prime minister won't have to worry about that. After all - the Bible predicted the apocalypse and as a good Christian, he will be whisked away to heaven. Good luck with that. 

Some parting observations from Elizabeth Warren on the Daily Show. She nails it.

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Don't mention the war

Although I'm still trying to sabotage the government's plan to destroy what's left of our forests I'm otherwise rudderless - waiting for a sign to indicate where to go next in my professional life. My health has improved a lot since I left my job but I get the feeling there is no other job to go to. Trying to protect the environment is all there is left because if we don't do that, there's no point having any plans.

A couple of weeks ago a significant wildfire lit by a rather stupid person burnt for 3 days very close to my home town. We weren't in immediate danger but we were on standby. Some people suffered a lot of damage to their properties - one of which was the longest running commune in Australia. The firies managed to save homes there but the land was decimated. The community is still reeling. I feel there may have been a loss of innocence in this once hippy town which in reality was a fire waiting to happen. The fact that it hasn't is a miracle and may have lulled some into thinking it was never going to burn. Several people who live right in town were still in denial. I was told: 'oh we were ok, we are in town so were safe'. They weren't. If fire fighters hadn't got the fire under control it could have gone right through the main street.

The community think the firies are heroes and I join them in thanking the brigades for their huge efforts. But for the last 12 months I have been inside the 'fire' issue and from where I stand, things aren't as black and white as most people want to believe. Below is a photo of the recent wildfire in our town. And below that is a government sanctioned 'controlled' 'fuel'/'hazard' reduction burn paid for by taxpayers. Spot the difference. 

You're right - there is none. 

We absolutely need fire fighters - there's no argument about that. I have a huge respect for people who put their lives in danger to do this work. But within fire fighting circles - from the volunteer firies to government agencies - there is a particular adversarial attitude to nature. Nature is the enemy and it is out to get us if we don't maintain control. This attitude is deep within Australian culture and it runs right through everything - from our first encounter and subsequent treatment of Aboriginal people to the ongoing trashing of our wilderness areas. 

The invaders have got away lightly in the last 200 years but it's crunch time. If the result of trying to protect us from a wildfire is the same as a wildfire, the government's 'legal' burning simply adds tens of thousands of hectares of burnt bush to the real problem - which, of course, is climate collapse. If deliberate burning ever did protect us it sure doesn't now. And it's not just the tree-huggers saying that. Several very experienced fire chiefs, from the east coast to the west, have commented publicly that climate change is the cause of these 'unprecedented' events. We are now in unchartered waters and it's obvious we urgently need to rethink our strategy. 

In the fire campaign I'll be promoting fast detection, rapid suppression and recovery. It's what governments will have to do all over the world. In Australia right now we have catastrophic floods on the east coast and wildfires in the west. Real money needs to be spent on mitigation and recovery now, instead of on half-baked programs that provide jobs and make the public believe the government is protecting them. There are going to be plenty of employment opportunities dealing with an ongoing series of catastrophic events. Foresty and fire agencies might as well get on board now. 

I saw the shire president down the beach yesterday and she asked me how I was. I said: 'Like everyone else I guess. A bit overwhelmed with everything that's going on - from the local to the world stage'. She agreed that there were 'layers' of it. Neither of us mentioned the war. I am on the committees of 2 environmental NGOs* and COVID mandates have all but torn them apart. There are schisms in our small community that I don't think will ever be healed.

And then there's the war** - but maybe we shouldn't mention that.

*NGO - non-government organisation. NGOs can apply for funding for paid positions and programs but rely mostly on volunteers. 

** "The Germans" is an episode of the BBC sitcom Fawlty Towers in which, whilst suffering the effects of concussion, Basil Fawlty repeatedly offends his German guests. Despite warning his staff "Don't mention the war", he keeps ignoring his own advice. His insults culminate in a goose-stepping impersonation of Adolf Hitler.

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Divine Music

I caught the tail end of this movie last night on SBS. I have seen it before. It is a 2014 British period drama directed by Alan Rickman. It tells the story of a female landscape designer in the time of King Louise XIV of France. It is a beautiful piece of theatre and the music is divine.

I find this particular track very moving - even transformative. When the violins and cello get going they are relentless. My emotions are barely able to come up for breath. 

For more info about the story, check here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Little_Chaos

Another Great Song

 

I know nothing about this song. I found it on Facebook in my feed and really liked it. Maybe someone could enlighten me, or maybe I will do some research myself!

Happy New Year

 

Beautiful instrumental guitar called 'Wishful Thinking' by Dan Lebowitz. Reflects my current mood. 

Happy New Year folks. 

And some wise words from Anthony Hopkins that strengthen my resolve to let go of friendships that were once so important. 

Let go of people who aren't ready to love you.
This is the hardest thing you will ever have to do in your life and it will also be the most important thing.
Stop having difficult conversations with people who don’t want to change.
Stop showing up for people who have no interest in your presence.
I know your instinct is to do everything you can to gain the appreciation of those around you, but it's an impulse that steals your time, energy, mental and physical health.
When you start fighting for a life with joy, interest and commitment, not everyone will be ready to follow you to that place.
That doesn't mean you have to change who you are, it means you have to let go of people who aren't ready to be with you.
If you are excluded, insulted, forgotten or ignored by the people you give your time to, you are not doing yourself a favor by continuing to offer them your energy and your life.
Truth is, you're not for everyone and not everyone is for you.
This is what makes it so special when you find people that you have friendship or love matched.
You will know how precious it is because you've experienced what it isn't.
There are billions of people on this planet and a lot of them you will find at your level of interest and commitment.
Maybe if you stop showing up, they won't look for you.
Maybe if you stop trying, the relationship ends.
Maybe if you stop texting, your phone will stay dark for weeks.
That doesn't mean you ruined the relationship, it means the only thing that was holding it was the energy that only you gave to keep it.
That's not love, that's attachment.
It's giving a chance to those who don't deserve it!
You deserve so much more.
The most valuable thing you have in your life is your time and energy as both are limited.
The people and things you give your time and energy to, will define your existence.
When you realize this you start to understand why you’re so anxious when you spend time with people, activities or spaces that don’t suit you and shouldn’t be near you.
You’ll start to realize that the most important thing you can do for yourself and everyone around you, is to protect your energy more fiercely than anything else.
Make your life a safe haven, in which only people "compatible" with you are allowed.
You are not responsible for saving anyone.
It's not your responsibility to convince them to improve.
It's not your job to exist for people and give them your life!
You deserve real friendships, true commitments, and complete love with healthy, prosperous people.
Deciding to distance yourself from harmful people, will give you the love, esteem, happiness and protection you deserve.

Consequences

I’ve been thinking about how COVID is changing the way we live as a society. At first it was all about lockdowns and masks, freaking out about what was happening in China (if you were unlucky enough to see the banned video, which I did) and thoughts of staying alive. Then it was about people losing their jobs, struggling businesses, COVID payments and the mass exodus of city dwellers to the regions. After that we moved into vaccinations, and lately (and tentatively) into vaccine mandates, the promise of ‘freedom’, opening up, soaring cases, more lockdowns, business owners about ready to give up and more government handouts.

One of the most indirect but drastic consequences of the pandemic has been the effect on international travel, and flowing on from that the inevitable hit to the economies of many countries because apparently we are a species obsessed with keeping ourselves distracted from our miserable lives on the treadmill of neo-liberalism by going on overseas holidays. I’ve often thought that COVID is the evolutionary antidote to excess. COVID is the fun police – if you think you are going to party, tear around the world burning up fossil fuels and generally have a great time – forget it. Sorry to be a wowser* but this has actually been good for the planet. It’s even been good for humans – many of whom reluctantly admit that staying home, spending real time with family and yes, even being comfortable with your own company, is beneficial. Of course it’s been a nightmare for many who live alone – they’ve been terribly isolated – and those who can’t connect up with family and friends because of border restrictions.

Most of us thought we’d be out of here by now but after 2 years COVID is still with us and I’ve noticed some other, perhaps unforeseen, consequences of this pandemic. In the race to either get vaccinated or avoid it like the ‘plague’, we are dividing into a society of ‘haves’ and ‘have-nots’. The ramifications are proving to be quite serious. Apart from long term friendships collapsing under the weight of conspiracy theories – there is definitely some other weird shit going on.

The influx of city slickers running from COVID lockdowns and mask mandates to the regions is worsening the rental crisis that already existed as they

1. Sell their city homes, evict tenants in their second property which until now has been rented out and move in themselves, or

2. Buy properties that were rentals and move in. Rentals in my town are at crisis point.

Locals can’t find anywhere to live which means there is an insufficient workforce to support tourism. There are no houses for sale either. We often see notices posted to the local Facebook bulletin board asking resident home owners if they want to sell. For years others have been asking for places to rent. Many cafes and restaurants are now operating under reduced hours because they can’t get staff. This is in a tourist town where you can’t normally eat out on a Monday and Tuesday night – even in peak season! Last Tuesday we ended up at the pub** having fish and chips. 

One restaurant is paying $48 an hour for staff – and I think that is just for floor staff who usually get around $25. Good baristas are being head hunted - I assume they are being offered more money to work for switched on businesses. Some people haven’t been as lucky. Many people who don’t want to get vaccinated are losing their jobs and Foodbank*** in Albany has been extra busy because of all of the above - even more so because many volunteers don’t want to be vaccinated.

Several businesses I know of have been or are being sold because their owners either don’t want to get vaxxed, or don’t want to deal with angry customers when they try to enforce COVID rules. I can’t say I blame them for the latter. A couple of people I know of with highly successful businesses in the city have chucked it all in to move to the regions and go on the dole****. One of the local wineries, which is famous for its very popular Sunday afternoon music events, has lost its right to hold them. I think the issue was the new COVID regime for businesses, or perhaps a business owner who is ideologically opposed to the vaccine.

Lurking just under the surface of all of this is the scary statistic that Australians have one of the highest debt to income ratios in the world and it’s predominantly because of housing. I watch programs about people buying or renting in Europe or the USA and I can’t believe how cheap real estate is. Housing in Australia is way over-priced. I think this example is proof of how dire the situation is – this is not uncommon either. A property up the road from us on the hill we lived on for 10+ years recently sold for around $900,000. Soon after the new owners were advertising to buy second hand school uniforms (you can’t get away with anything in a small town). People in this country are borrowing way too much money because the housing market is insane and they are freaked out that they won’t ever get a foothold in the market. Our right-wing neo-liberal government is directly responsible for this very broken system. Popular TV shows where people compete in a game of home ‘make-overs’, with titles like ‘Fixer to Fabulous’ and ‘Flip or Flop’ are further fuelling the problem. Years after I first posted about housing it is still a house of cards waiting to collapse and I can’t help but feel the higher the card house gets the bigger the collapse will be.

Back to COVID. Recently I’ve realised that anti-vaxxers will probably get away with not being vaxxed - in Australia at least – because soon we won't have to worry about COVID. Although Omicron is more contagious, it is less severe and will morph into a common 'flu' as expected. Until the next one comes along of course, and then we start all over again. It's always been about timing and not overwhelming the health system. I’d like to remind anti-vaxxers that 6 000 000 people around the world have died from this virus, and a lot who survived have ongoing debilitating health issues. Whether you were one of them depended on a lot of random things - one of which was your good luck in living on a bloody big island. 

Australia's useless Prime Minister.

Australia has a couple of dominant cultural myths and one of the most powerful, and dangerous, is that we are the ‘lucky country’. I think it makes a lot of us a bit smug. It will be interesting to see what 2022 brings. Our government is reassuring us that our economy is back on track, but it’s very obvious it isn’t for many. There’s supposed to be an election around May and we really need a new government, but I have little confidence we’ll get one as Aussies try to cling on to the Australian Dream just a bit longer, even though it is time to wake up. The lucky country has to run out of luck eventually. 

And when it does, there will be some dramatic consequences.

* wowser – an Australian colloquialism for someone who disapproves of people enjoying themselves, particularly if it involves alcohol.
** pub – Aussie slang for a Public Hotel
*** Foodbank – a charity that provides food for free for people who are struggling
**** dole – unemployment benefits which are well below the poverty line

Top image: Mad Fish (author)