Sunday, 19 December 2021

Life After Work

Life without a job is great - apart from the lack of income of course. I didn't realise how much my job had been stressing me out. I'm in the sweet spot now - feeling more energised whilst living off my savings and a generous tax return. I suppose I'll start feeling stressed again when the money starts to run out. But for now, it's a luxury to have my time and mind free of work related dramas. There are plenty of other dramas going on in the world to occupy me anyway.

I finally got the edits done and emailed my article back to the publisher of the C. G. Jung Institute's journal. This is what I saw when I opened the document after the publisher's edits. Eeek! How could I have got so many things wrong? It was a bit overwhelming until I realised that most were commas, hyphens and formatting. I stuck to my guns stylistically. I found it a bit annoying having to think about that to be honest. On a couple of occasions I heard myself saying: 'NO! I said it like that on purpose!' I'm sure this is normal for anyone who hasn't worked much with an editor. To be fair there weren't too many suggested stylistic changes. 

It took a lot longer than I expected to track down several academic references because web links were no longer valid. I enjoy that kind of sleuthing. It was really uncanny that one in particular led back to a book I had in my prison art library. I really struggled to find the reference for this quote by Aboriginal elder, Wandjuk Marika:

I am not painting just for my pleasure; there is the meaning, knowledge and power. This is the earthly painting for the creation and for the land story. The land is not empty, the land is full of knowledge, full of story, full of goodness, full of energy, full of power. Earth is our mother, the land is not empty. There is the story I am telling you – special, sacred, important. (Marika, 1995, p. 125)


When I finally tracked it down after following a couple of different sources - this is the image I saw and I realised where I had seen this book. It had been right under my nose all along but ironically when I realised I needed it, I no longer had access. Thank God for Google Books is all I can say, because that's where I eventually found the quote and the page number. 

The other uncanny thing that happened re my job was that my work watch stopped - just like that! I only ever wore a watch to work so I knew what the time was in the art room. We used to have clocks but got sick of replacing the batteries because the guys would take them for their TV remotes.

Another interesting development - I am involved in a community dance project that spans a couple of years and will eventually travel across the state from west to east. Too much to say now so I will do a post about it at some stage. I'm still not sure what I am contributing but it's something to do with 'storyboarding' the narrative.

I'm still enjoying my eBike and just spent my Xmas money from my Mum on some funky panniers for it so I can ride the 5km into town on the old rail tracks and go shopping, or 15km to the beach and take my swimming gear. The bike was a big investment for me but it has already been worth it.

Apart from that - I'm growing lettuces, cucumbers and tomatoes, and landscaping the soak to create a small island so the ducks have somewhere to nest away from the foxes if we get another wet winter and it fills up. Waiting for my booster shot - which is kind of frustrating. We have been vaccinated for months but our state has been a fortress so we have't been exposed to COVID. It means it was a waste of time being vaccinated and now I need a booster. This virus is still raging around the globe and I just don't know where it will end. It does seem to be a good antidote to rampant capitalism though, and that's the best thing I can say about it. 

6 comments:

  1. That sounds marvellous! You feel better, enjoying the bike, swimming, finished a project......
    Maybe in the new year you will get another job that is better for you.

    I'm so pleased for you

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    1. Thanks Kylie. I am going to see what comes my way. I don't feel capable of making a decision about future work because if I try, I will only go back to what I know. It seems better to let things happen rather than trying to make them happen. Given the many other uncertainties we are facing - I guess taking it a day at a time isn't such a bad idea either.

      Hope you have a wonderful Christmas with your family.

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  2. I love reading about your garden and remembering what it's like to be in summertime there, while here we are about to celebrate winter solstice.
    Life is so full of changes. I hope you'll keep posting here on the blog and sharing all the new directions you are heading in, both on your bike in your future search for employment.
    Happy holidays to you!

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    1. I'll try to keep posting Robin. I've been meaning to for a while but been really busy on the computer with other things, and blogging always gets put at the end of the queue. I try to balance time on the comoputer which is unhealthy with gardening, bike rides and swims/surfs.

      Happy holidays to you too. I'm not a Christian so I don't celebrate Xmas, but others do so we end up eating nice food and getting a couple of presents anyway.

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    2. It's true that blogging often get pushed to the end of the queue. For me, there's so little going on; the weather is so bad; that I have very little to blog about. I do love reading blogs and try to photograph something of beauty to share. I always look forward to your posts, no matter how much time lapses between them.
      I don't celebrate Christmas either. I am also not a Christian. Truth be told I tend to think of myself as a Jewish Atheist Buddhist.

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    3. That's an interesting combo Robin - I've never heard of a Jewish Atheist Buddhist! Kind of works though - because Buddhists don't believe in 'God'.

      Sometimes when I think about doing a blog I don't because it will be too boring for other people, and/or that I am just being self indulgent. And then I remember what I enjoy most about other peoples' blogs and a lot of the time it is just about getting a peek into someone else's life. I enjoy the day to day stuff, how people are feeling and struggling with their lives. It makes me feel connected and 'human'.

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